wow. trust me to seek solace here, of all places. well, im guessing no one reads my blog here anyways, so im free to paint on this otherwise moulding canvas of a blog.

hee.

im pretty much hurt. my heart felt like its hurting i dont know why. i need some guidance. im not sure why my emotions are giving me a free ride on the rollercoaster. it has come to a point where my emotions are pretty much dependent on others' and their actions. i hate that. i avoid that, but it comes to me. it's all about trying. and i wont stop. i will make sure i reach that stage where im numb, numb to anyone's actions, and i live life for myself, seek my own happiness.

till then, thank you blogger. (:

syaza’s two cents worth at 1:53 AM